So far gone, a blue sky makes me sad,a butterfly mad
why am I so angry all the time?
Something's wrong, been there for quite some time
but a mountain's hard to climb
when hearing your own footsteps gets you down
And it ain't easy to live without living
jump without landing
So I might as well stay down while I'm at it
give in to the static
Oh my god, oh my god, oh my god
The longer I live,
the less I think I know what it means to be alive at all
the longer I wait, the longer it takes to believe
that I'm even alive at all
Am I even alive at all?
is this the living you call?
Pushing pins in my fingers
just to see what's sticking
if there's blood I'm living, I'm living, I'm living